Do you like ROLLERCOASTERS ?

I love them... Really I do... I love the whole experience... The waiting in line and watching other people enjoying the ride, finally having a turn to get on the ride, that first big STEEP hill that you have to climb to even have enough momentum to get you through the ride. The thrills, the chills, I love it all. Don't get me wrong though, by the time the ride is about done, I'm done too. I want off but I also can't wait to do it all again.. Ok so where the heck is Cheryl going with this very obvious metaphor you ask? Don't worry I'm getting there. I also like Merry Go Rounds.. heck according to my mom it wasn't till the day after her ride on one at 41 weeks and 2 days pregnant with me that I decided enough was enough and I was coming out.
Here's the important , where is she going with this part..
For the past few years (yes years) my life has gone between these two extremes.. the roller coaster and the Merry Go Round. Lately I feel like life has been in Merry Go Round mode.. I'm going round and round in circles and getting nowhere quickly.. no permanent job in sight, things with Lee and I not being the best between us, no babies in my arms (well with the exception of my nieces and my friend's babies). But finally I feel like I'm getting back to the Roller Coaster part of my life.. I'm in the line waiting still to get onto the Roller Coaster but I'm enjoying the scenery and watching other people enjoy the same ride that I can't wait to get on. I know that pretty soon I'll be next to ride the Roller Coaster and that I'll enjoy the ride and that eventually I'll start to scream that I want off but that once off I'll want to get back on the ride again.

Ok to those that are still lost (that is if anyone is reading my blogs), my job situation is starting to look better, I'm learning so many new skills that I know I can use in many ways, I'm also noticing that things between Lee and myself are really good at the moment, and there is a strong possibility that a baby might be in our future sooner than later. So bring on the Roller Coaster, I'm ready, willing and able.