One Year Later

I'm posting this 2 weeks early... then again the world officially cracked on March 28th 2011 and was folllowed by the worst 2 weeks ever.. I still remember the details of each day that Lee was in the hospital and eventually the Hospice. I remember so much. Sometimes it doesn't feel real still. Like I'm going to wake up someday and it will all be some really awful dream that happened and that Lee will be here next to me still. Or that someone is going to reveal that this was all some really elaborate April Fool joke. I know the reality. I know that Lee really is gone. That it's all up to me now to raise these girls of mine. I can do it.. I've been doing it for almost a year now. I just sometimes wish that Lee was here to see how big the girls are getting and how well they are doing. We miss him so much..