Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Clarity

It's been a weird week or two here and I'm still not going into the details since the net can be way more public than i like at times. But I'm happy to say that I am finally seeing things clearly for the first time in a small while. I'm feeling tons better in so many ways. Lee and I clearly love each other and are much more committed to our relationship than we have been in a long while (just my opinion though). I feel like I've also grown and matured more lately because of the situation I was in the past few weeks. I'm enjoying my babies more than I have in the past.. they are at such a fun and great age now. We can do so many new and fun things together now.

On Sunday I was at our church and the sermon felt like it was written just for me this week. The topic was on Forgiveness and Responsibility, two things that had been lacking as of late in my life so the words really spoke to me and made me think about things further than I have. But now things are much more clear in my mind and I've now done my best to reach out to the person that I possibly hurt emotionally last week. I hope that they realize that I am sincere and that the situation hopefully won't repeat itself again.

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