Thursday, February 28, 2008

Back to the hospital

I was at the hospital again on Tuesday... after being there Monday night for 4 hours I called my OB Tuesday morning and spoe with him about whether I should go to work or not.. He told me that as long as I felt fine (and I did) that I could go but if anything popped up during the day then I was to call him pronto..

So I call my supervisor and tell her that I'm on my way.. go to Toyota, return the loaner car, pay for my car and am on my way to work... well it must have been too much for me since I started breaking down in the car. Got myself to work but within 2 hours I was basically in a lot of pain and eating was not helping like it had on Friday.. so I called the doctor and told him in between my tears what was going on.. He told me to get to the hospital as soon as I could.. get there and the nurses there hook me up to the monitors along with the babies.. the babies are doing great.. Me not so great... turns out I was having contractions so next thing I know I have an IV and am getting a shot of Terbuline and am being sent to get a vaginal u/s to check on my cervix and look for any dilation. Luckily there was no dilation and my cervix was still very long.. so I caught a nice nap (woken by the phone since Lee was panicing that he hadn't heard from me since I hadn't talked to him in hours and my cell phone was forgotten in the car - there were 4 very anxious calls from him). After talking to him I called my mom and told her where I was and she came by right away to be with me. I was at the hospital for 5 hours..

I spent all of Wednesday at home, basically doing nothing (ok a little cleaning but it's hard for me to veg out these days). Lee allowed me out to go to knitting group since I won't be there for a couple of weeks at least due to classes that we have already scheduled.

Today (thursday) I am headed back to work and then I have a scheduled visit to the hospital for a NST at 5:30pm.. should be a fun day since I will want to chat with my supervisor about how much longer I can be there. I mostly sit anyway but still it's a long commute for me at this point anyway and I'd much rather be closer to home if possible.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I'm all belly



I'll let the picture speak for itself... (taken Thursday night at 28wks 1 day)

But as everyone seems to be telling me... from the back you totally don't look Pregnant at all.. You're all Belly...

Today was not my day

It was bad enough that I had a slightly rough day at work today and did my best to stay at work as long as I could.. I didn't feel that great the last couple hours of work... so when I climbed into my car to go home I had no clue what was in store for me.. I knew that I needed to take my car in to the dealer to get some maintainence done since the light came on yesterday while on my way to my Uncle's to see my Cousin's 3 week old baby. I had even called this morning to make sure that I could get it done today.. well on my way there from work there was a ton of traffic and I was being a good girl staying in my lane and keeping an eye on the traffic in front of me.. well out of nowhere the lady in the lane next to me (4 lane highway) decided to go from her lane to mine.. except that my lane wasn't moving and she was Behind me. Can you guess???

Yup she hit me..

So we both pull over to the breakdown lane, I get on my cell phone to the police, the State Police arrive, the officer takes both of our information, fills out his form. Meanwhile the lady is apologizing over and over and saying that it was HER FAULT. I assure her that I am fine but inform her that I am Pregnant. That made her feel worse.. So I finally make it to the dealership and give them my car to do the whatever thousand mile maintenance that they need to do.. they tell me that it will be at least an hour maybe an hour and a half. I call Lee and my mom to tell them what happened and where I am. I also call my OB to find out if I should go to the hospital for observation.. I knew the answer.. I just needed to know for sure. So after talking to my mom I go back to the desk and tell them that since I had just had an accident that my OB wants me to get to the hospital asap. They wind up loaning me a car thinking that i'll be back by 8pm (when they close). Ha... I get to the hospital, change and then they tell me that I'll be there for 4 (four) hours.. at 7pm the dealership calls... your car is all set.. come on back.. I had to tell them that I'd see them in the morning since I'm not getting released till at least 10pm.

While at the hospital I get blood drawn and find out that my borderline anemia is not doing well. I also get an U/S done (turns out it was a BPP) and the girls are perfectly fine though extremely active. My nurse turns out to be someone I knew in HS and she took very good care of me.. kept bringing me water and ice and came by every so often to chat since for a while there I was the only patient on the floor. Turns out that she had twin girls 8 months ago, lives in the same city as me and she did IVF also.

Not sure if I am going to make it to work tomorrow.. I need to call my OB (it was after hours when I initially called and a different OB was on call) to tell him about the accident and the anemia and also get his opinion about if I should go to work tomorrow.

Warm gooey anything to anyone that got this far in my saga.. since I haven't eaten since lunch today.. and need to find something to eat before I climb into bed.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

It all started with a kiss....

Lee and I have officially been a couple for 15 years now as of today and I am always amazed at what our journey together has been over the years so today I thought I'd take the time to share some memories.

We met at the Harvard Coop in December 1992 (he thought I was older and I thought he was younger than our actual ages at that time) and he spent approximately 3 months trying to convince me that he was totally wrong for me.. Stubborn person that I am, I spent those 3 months proving to him how right we actually were for each other. This all culminated in February 1993, Feb 14th to be exact. I was over his apartment and I forget what we were doing but the next thing I knew I was being kissed by Lee. It was such a Romantic Moment for me. It took us another 9 days to figure out that we should stop being just friends and move on to being a couple. That was February 23rd 1993. The rest they say is history. We dated for approximately 6 years, got engaged and were married by April of 1999. We've had our fair share of ups and downs in our relationship over the years but we've both always agreed that we truly would not be able to start over with other people should anything ever happen between us. And now 15 years into our relationship we are finally about to start our greatest adventure together... Parenthood in May 2008. Oh and btw... for anyone keeping track, I am now the same age that Lee was when I met him. I that truly scary or what???

Happy 15th Anniversary of our Relationship Lee... I love you..

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Let Mommy Sleep

Ok so I'm officially 28 wks today.. (it's past midnight).. Two more weeks and I'll feel safe since I have a friend who was PG with twin girls and delivered at 29 wks. I wish I could sleep tonight.. a nap is not an option today.. but my bladder was screaming and then I couldn't get comfy again. Hopefully election results will do the trick.. but Mommy needs some sleep.. soon... girls please settle..

Monday, February 18, 2008

1 down 3 to go

I'm referring to my newest knitting project... baby booties for the girls.. one set will be white with pink and purple areas and the other set will be white with yellow and blue areas (but still very girly). I'm currently working on the second bootie of the first set.. then I'll start on the second set. They are quick and fun.. ok the first bootie took forever but that was because I had to learn some new skills as I went along. The second bootie is going much faster. I can only imagine how quickly the second set will go.

In other news... everyone here is fine and doing well.. I can barely believe that I will be officially 28 wks PG on Wednesday.. How can that be??? That's 7 months.. the girls will be here before I know it and we are so not ready. They don't have a room or anything since we are still in the apartment. Guessing that I'll be doing quite a bit of cleaning up in the next few weeks to get ready. Oh also... I can't believe how big my belly has gotten... I swear that when I look down at the belly that the view really doesn't change much.. but when I am near a mirror I'm always shocked to see how big it looks. No wonder everyone is giving me a wide area to walk in at work and otherwise. I can barely get up off floors by myself anymore and tonight after dinner I had to have Lee pull out my chair so I could get myself out of the chair without getting stuck.

Well it's way past my bedtime.. and Lee left the computer and TV on when he came to bed.. I figured it out when I could hear voices coming from the living room.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Today I feel Icky

Not sure why... I had a nice day.. I went and got my hair done for the first time since November. I had them take an inch off for health.. I then went to my mom's and from there we went to the mall (I was supposed to go with a friend but she bailed on me once again). It was a nice jaunt out since we went to BRU also (Franny Claus strikes again). But I was soooo tired when we got back to my mom's. I drank my tea and then got all comfy on the couch and passed out while watching TV. I napped for about 2 hours. Mom even went to the library and came back and I was still asleep. Finally got home and I feel icky for some reason. Lee just gave me some juice and some cereal and I need to attempt to make some dinner since Lee is too busy watching a movie to even help me out with that. Heck he's not even dressed (and yes I know that it's a little past 8pm). Could someone please kick his butt for me.. my legs just don't reach anymore like they used to.

Oh and a quick pregnancy related thing.. I can't see my feet anymore. I know they are there since I'm able to still walk but I haven't seen them in a while. I can see them whenever I sit or lay down but I sure do miss being able to look down and see them without having to bend a little. Oh and since I can't see my feet, getting laundry done is impossible especially with Mr. I'll help you but only on my time table Ringen living with me.. I swear the cats are more helpful than him right now. I don't mean to complain about him so much but it's hard not to since I'm slowly becoming less and less able to do anything for myself. Getting up from a low position (like the floor) is impossible unless I have something to pull myself up with or Lee is around to help me. I have to give Lee his due though.. Last night I wanted to take a bath and relax and he came and checked on me many times.. he even heated up 4 pans of water for me and poured them into the bath water and then when I was done he helped me out of the tub and into a nice fluffy towel. He even pulled back the covers for me on my side of the bed and left me chocolate and water along with a book that I've been reading. It was so nice.. but I fell asleep moments after getting into bed..